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7.14.07 - 1.42pm
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I'm copying you Stef, but I was reading my lj and I decided I wanted a new one too, there's way old entries in here, and it just reminds me of things I don't really want to remember. I've changed a lot and I'm sick of this one.
So errrrone add my new one: tauutouu
PEACE :]
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6.15.07 - 11.54am
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I had the weirdest dream last night. I first dreamt that the kittens were still at my work, and I was relieved because I knew they alive and not put to sleep. Then I dreamt that I had a tiny kitten, and this woman was who my mom dropped me and the kitten off at this strange house and left really quick. I was really upset with her. Then there were these psycho women there who killed cats. I got a text message from Cliff? haha and one of the women yelled at me and told me no cell phones are allowed. I think that's because I watched high school musical yesterday haha. It turnd into a really scary dream, like a horror movie. One woman was cutting tomato slices, but it was really from a cat and not a tomato? Idk. And then they were trying to attack me to kill me, and I had a knife and I kept stabbing them all over and in the heart, but they wouldn't die, so I cut their heads off. It was really disgusting :/ And then I got my suitcase and purse and was trying to escape out of the house, I had to walk through a bedroom, and I woke someone up who I thought was going to attack me, but they went back to sleep. I ran out of the house, but I didn't know whether to go right or left. I looked at the street sign and realized I was in London. I got scared and started running as fast as I could down this hill because I saw these people chasing me. I hate dreams when you're being chased. Then I saw a group of people playing frisbee and I told them I was about to be kidnapped and I needed help, but they didn't seem to care. They kept playing, so I joined them. Then the police came, and I was all bloody, but they didn't notice. They had a dog though that kept sniffing me and wouldn't leave me alone. Then I told them what happened and even though I was innocent I figured since I killed the 2 women I still committed a crime. I saw some old friends standing outside and one of them was Justin, and he saw that I was going to jail and crying, and was like "What the fuck?!" and I told him I dind't do anything wrong. They took me to jail,but my sentence was only for 5 days. I kept wondering what I was going to do without makeup remover, makeup, and my toothbrush. I felt like paris hilton because I was going to jail and I was sobbing haha and then I woke up.
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4.4.07 - 1.30am
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im very drunk right now, it kinda sucks because it eels like thingsd are spinning. i had a good night though, and i really like my nerw job, its hellla easy. i really want like del taco right now.but eally, this is the most drunk ive ever been, but goodnight :]
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3.13.07 - 4.44pm
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magic stick |
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I love the weather lately :] Too bad it's gonna be 115 before we know it. I can't wait until school's over, and it's summer. I'm painting my room this week & I'm most likely getting this receptionist job that pays really good. This song cracks me up. I love how Lil Kim says she's not a whore, but she's talking about her magic clit & giving "niggas deep throat" lmao. I'm too white I know.
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2.7.07 - 11.55pm
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Austin gave me Valentine's present early :] He got my a 4 GB ipod nano, it's green & so cute, I love it. I'm in love :] Not because he gave me an ipod haha We just are, it's nice. I'm excited to start this new job, it's not until the end of March though. and once I save some money I'm going to get a new car, not brand new, but maybe a 2003 or so. i want a Toyota Corolla. I'm doing pretty good in school, life is pretty nice right now :]
ps. why the fuck won't my phone send texts, i've never heard of "network problems" this is gay :[
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2.3.07 - 5.06pm
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Bronchitis sucks. My chest hurts so bad from coughing it feels like it's going to break when I inhale :[ I didn't go to work Thursday or today, and I only went for 2 hours yesterday. I hate staying home in bed, it's so boring. I did play Super Mario 2 today :] Oh yeah Stef I still have your Nintendo haha. This is the most boring weekend of my life.
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2.1.07 - 12.59am
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I think I have Bronchitis, I've felt bad alllll day. I only went to one class, twice this week. Fuck. and tomorrow I get to go to work and then Quick Care. even though I swore I would never go there again, I hate that place more than anything. Yesssssss can't wait.
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| toniiiiiiiiiight. |
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1.28.07 - 10.13pm
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was pretty crazy. went to austin's show. they were really good, escape the fate, greely estates and another band played. the night was cool, minus all the fucking kids who look the same and acts like idiots. they irritate the fuck out of me. i got to go into the vip room for band members and vip oooo lol i didn't like it though, i don't like people who think they're better than everyone else. anyways afterwards, me and stef got in my car to leave, and then all of these kids are walking by my car, and two just start fighting, AGAINST my car. and me and stef are just sitting there laughing, i mean we couldn't do anything haha so i reversed and hoped i didn't hit anyone lol so we start to drive away, and this fat bitch is strolling in front of my car sooo slow, and she turns around and i yell move, so she moves, and i start to drive and she tries to kick my car. so i stop, reverse, and cuss her out. she was yelling like she wanted me to get out of my, i'm like stef lock the door hahaha i just stayed in my safe car, cussed her out and drove off lol me & stef could nottttttt stop laughing. so yeah i was right, tonight was fucking interesting.
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| Borderhoppers |
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1.25.07 - 6.26pm
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I really don't like being told what to fucking do. I make my own decisions, that's that. I'm most likely getting a new job being a hostess, it won't be until March though. Val's gonna work there, and Stef probably will too :] I miss my old friends :[
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| Whenever I'm alone with you, you make me feel like I am free again. |
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1.17.07 - 11.24am
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I love this song so much :] I start class in two hours. I'm kind of excited, I don't know why. All of my classes are going to be boring as fuck. I'm going to actually try this semester. I kind of have to, or I'll lose my millenium scholarship, since my grades last semester were A -, B, C, D-. Are the -'s really necessary? haha. I'm gonna go sell my old old books back since I hate them and won't use them again. I hope I get more than $10 a book, from what I've heard, since I paid almost $300 total for all of the books. College annoys me. & Chera, I couldn't comment on your entry but the hippie part made me laugh :]
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| here tim, you can comment now. lol |
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1.16.07 - 9.03pm
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I'm the worst decision maker ever. The most indecisive person ever. GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
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| And I will wait right here, with my arms by my side, until I can, have back, what I loved before. |
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1.11.07 - 8.05pm
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I just want to get in my car and drive. There. I need to get away from everything and clear my head. Fucking Vegas.
"It's those nights alone where your driving.
And the sky just looks a little funny.
Your thinking of the worst, you figure out the worst.
Right after you figure it all out you find a way to straighten your head out.
But what if you are wrong and the world is adding up,
Its throwing signs from random places,
To keep you at your toes so you dont figure it out,
Before you figure it out."
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1.9.07 - 12.49am
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It really fucking sucks when you have to find out who your true friends are the hard way. FUCK.
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| 2007 :] |
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1.1.07 - 2.10pm
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the real world on tv |
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Last night was so much fun. Me & Stefanie were gonna hang out with the guys for a little bit and then hang out with Austin but they didn't have any plans or anywhere to go. Plus the only two I really only like and trust are Zach and Alex. The other guys are dicks. It was 9, and me & Stef were tired of waiting so Austin picked us up and we went to his friend Dan's house. I usually don't like going somewhere where I don't really know everybody but it was sooo much fun. Everyone was drunk and dancing to rap and playing guitar hero lol This guy claimed to make the "perfect shots" because he used to be a bartender, and he did. They were so good. So me & Stef just drank a lotttt of those and smirnoff. It was just a lot of fun, some of the people there were so funny. Especially when we got into drunken conversation about The OC lol By the end of the night I was crip walking to all of this rap music hahaha Everyone set off fireworks in front of the house, and at midnight it was cute. & I didn't get sick, and I have no hangover :] We came home around 1:30 and we finally went to bed around 4. It was the most fun I've ever had on New Years :] I know this is going to be a good year.
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12.23.06 - 9.11pm
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I have never fucked up before as much as I have this week. I don't feel like myself. I'm not myself. i don't know how to fix things anymore.
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12.14.06 - 12.48pm
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I'm not single anymore :]]]
I've missed that whole butterflies/giddy/being cared for feeling so fucking much <3
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12.13.06 - 3.26pm
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Last night was funnn. Me & Stef hung out with the boys, I had 5 jagerbombs, i think Stef had 4 or 5. sooo much fun :] they're not that bad either. I didn't get sick :] I just wish Zach was there, it would've been a way better night. Chris got weird, he's weird when he's drunk, and was saying a lottttt of weird shit to me & freaking me out. Alex drove my car home, Stef & Tim madeout in the backseat haha We went to bed at 5:30 & then woke up at 7, listened to messages the guys left us and then didn't go back to sleep until 9. We woke up at 1 haha && somehow I called someone my mom works with, even though theyir numbers not even in my cell!? What are the fucking odds lol but i have to get ready for work, have a nice day :]
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12.11.06 - 7.33pm
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we kissed :]
<333
i took 2 finals today, i think pretty good. i have to do really good on my philosophy test thursday or i know i'll fail :/ and that can NOT happen. i'm going to play tennis with stef and maybe the guys later. im in a good mood lately, i love it. its about tiiiiiiime.
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12.8.06 - 8.36pm
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I'm going to Zach's tonight & we're watching Garden State :]
& then we're hanging out with everybody & hopefully I get to try a fucking jager bomb. lol
My friends are back :] I have a boy :] I'm happy again!
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12.4.06 - 7.51pm
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A certain someone is such a sweetie :]]
I haven't felt like this in a long ass time <3
Yeah I know I sound bipolar, leave me alone haha.
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